SUICIDE

I DON'T FEAR FOR MY LIFE
AT LEAST NOT LIKE ANOTHER
I JUST WANT TO REACH A KNIFE
JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T BOTHER

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE NO MORE
AND I GET AMAIZED
HOW YOU EASILY CRUSH MY CORE
WHILE I REMAIN HERE BLAZED

I CAN'T REACH MY WILL
NO ONE CAN REACH MY SOUL
PAINFULLY I START TO FEEL
THAT MY HART TURNS...
INTO A PIECE OF COAL!

SHOULD I START TO CARE?
WHEN NO ONE BOTHERS
SHOULD I JUST DARE?
TO REACH THE OTHERS

ALL YOUR ACTIONS MAKE NO SENSE
AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU MAKE THAT F*ING FACE
WHEN THEY START TO EXPAND

I KEPT IT ALL INSIDE
BUT WHAT I REALLY FEAR
IS THAT I CAN'T STOP THE TIDE
AND I'LL START TO TEAR

I'M TRAPPED IN THIS MEMORY
AND I CAN'T SEEM
TO LET GO OF MY FURY
WHILE I SUFOCATE IN STEAM

MY LIFE IS CRUMBLING
OR SO I THINK
WHILE YOU ARE BUMBLING
MY EYES STOP TO BLINK

THINKING THEY'RE MY FRIENDS
I REALLY DIDN'T THINK
THAT THE SOUL JUST BENDS
AND FLOWS LIKE INK

I WISH AND I PREFER
NEVER TO MEET AGAIN
THOSE WHO MADE ME SUFFER
AND CAUSED ME SO MUCH PAIN!

THAT'S WHY I WANT TO DIE
SO I CAN FIND MY PEACE
THAT SO HARD TO FIND I TRY
DIVING IN A DEATH ABYSS!